“I lost, Again”
I uttered these words to my reflection.
“Yeah,Right”, it said back.
And it was all it took for the flashbacks to start.
Maybe it was just me getting up on the wrong side of the bed, tomorrow will be okay.
But who the hell was I kidding.
Both of us knew, that tonight was going be a long night and I would be hung over tomorrow morning.
And then it started, the flashbacks stabbing invisible knives which bleed invisible guilt.
It was then I realized that I have become totally empty from within.
I realized these nightly battles with my demons have robbed me even of my pain and now I feel
For equality to survive, if some succeed, others have to fail and somehow Fate always puts me in the later.
So tonight I will just attain new heights of getting low and get hung over on my failures.